I hate how emotionally plagued
the human race is I am.
I hate being so angry because of
what others do to me I can’t control myself.
I blame others when I should blame myself.
I can’t help but feel like the one getting the shitty ends of all sides.
And having no one else acknowledge this makes me either:
1) Delusional. Or:
2) The biggest chump.
For too long I let EVERYONE either dump all over me, take advantage of me, take my money, my time, my own free will.
And what have I walked away with? A huge chip on my damn shoulders.
Is it too much to ask for some acknowledgement? Is it too much to ask for reimbursement when it is deserved? Do I make ridiculous requests? Or am I just that bad of a person that just asking for any respect makes me the asshole?
It’s not right to ignore someone just because they’ve always been there, day in, day out, doing what they’re told. You think someone else will pass the buck so that excludes you? No way, buddy.
Being a part of the “quiet crowd” or the “sensitive people”, we observe in silence. I absorb everything around me, I take everything into account, I don’t miss a thing.
I’ve been slowly cataloging everything I see wrong in this world. I’m a part of that catalog. In reality, everything could use a nice revamping. But honestly, the world I live in is a sad one. I don’t want to be sad anymore.